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I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
emily
23-march-1996 (hinthint)
Raffles Girls' School
emuwie@hotmail.com (add me?)
Loves fahrenheit so don't criticise them pls.
Detests swearing and mean pple (so don't be mean)
HOPES with all her might that she'll do well in her exams. (like, DUH right?)
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
emily
23-march-1996 (hinthint)
Raffles Girls' School
emuwie@hotmail.com (add me?)
Loves fahrenheit so don't criticise them pls.
Detests swearing and mean pple (so don't be mean)
HOPES with all her might that she'll do well in her exams. (like, DUH right?)
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
YAY SCRABBLE! Muahaha it was so FUN. I laughed my way through the game with Bedok Green Sec and didn't stop until I realised I was playing PAP 3 next. Then I felt like crying. But it wasn't too bad, I bingoed and only lost to he-who-can't-count-beyond-ten by 32 points. (: Feeling pleased.
Why are boys so tall? o.O
Bio is driving me nuts. What Smooth endoplasmic reticulum and whatever. I had no idea my body was so complex. I mean, I'm just ME. And I refuse to believe I'm a bunch of unfeeling cells and nuclei. If I am then where do my emotions kick in?
Not to mention literature PT is getting on my nerves. My poem's really good and I like it cuz its so meaningful, but trust me, when you have to work on it for an hour straight, you'll begin to hate it and want to throttle the poet. But if I throttle Maya Angelou, I think Oprah Winfrey would hate me. Maybe I'll be sent to jail and trapped in a cell and spend my whole life reading Maya Angelou's poems. Sheeeesh.
Worse still, what if God punishes me?! Or what if I get blood on my pants?! [blood stains are hard to get rid off]
WHAT IF I GET HAUNTED BY GUILT FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE?!
Nono, killing is a bad idea. Its BAD to kill.
I'm planning to go veg. [even if it means I can't have macdonalds anymore.]
Gahhh I really have to get rid of my pessimism.
[even my parents have been complaining about it]
But, how? D:
*sulks off in a corner thinking how life sucks*
I don't think my blogger is working very well... And I"m getting fed up with it. NOW I CAN'T PLAY WITH COLOURS IN MY TEXTS ANYMORE.
Oh dear, I have to start setting goals for myself for the next terms upcoming SAs. 50%!! I absolute have to do well. Or I'll die of guilt.
Yay Ms Goh said my sightreading/handbelling skills have improved today! YAY. Finally, after toiling away trying to air practice my notes in the bathroom. While bathing. :D
People ask why my blogsposts are becoming emo-er and emo-er. I guess I'm at a stage where I'm trying to find a way to love this imperfect world. And to love parts of this imperfect me. Its not working very well, trying to like a part of you that you've been hating for practically your whole life, but I'm trying. Give me some credit.
Haha and seriously, who are YOU. [and you know who i'm referring to] WHO. I hate suspense. TELL.
I am not being emo, Mr Deng.
I don't feel like speaking to anyone.
So leave me alone.
Now I just want to go to bed and if I'm lucky, not wake up again tomorrow.
I hate this world.
I hate myself.
Lalallaaaaa I don't get why Miao is so hyped up by Tegoshii... ((: [no offence meant here for her] But honestly, Massu is cuter okay. Jiro wang is the BEST. Muahahahaaa....
Sarah here doesn't agree... ((:HAHAHAHA but Jiro's still kawaii-er.
I've always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd
Need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
All the things that I do
Remind me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on the floor
They smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you.
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I put my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you.
I've been so busy lately! What with SAs and PTs and assessments and stuff all piling in on me. I can't breathe! At least the holidays are coming, my SAs end on next Thurs and my piano exam is 12 days away. I must clean up my pieces and brush up my scales!
Sometimes I wonder if I'm a bad person. I mean, I have flaws too you know. Like my impatience maybe, or my rashness, or my forgetfulness. It gets on my nerves rather often, I wonder if other people feel annoyed too. I think I've become more... Insecure?
A friend (name starting with B and its not Bridget) just told me to stop thinking about myself. But, I hardly do! Like, I always try to put others before me, I hope my friends see that. I really do. I find it kind of pointless if I try and no one sees it. Plus I'm really sorry to those whom I'm offended but sometimes I get rash and I offend you without knowing it. So if I ever do offend you, PLEASE TELL ME. Or I'll never know.
I promise to try to be a better person!
Dearest Ling Wei, I have done the quiz and i hope you will not misuse the information. Thank you very much. Some questions were pretty DUH. XDD
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
Preferably :)
2. Smart?
Yeap
3. Preferred age?
Older than me. Definitely. At most 4 years older?
4. Preferred height?
MUST be taller than me.
5. How about sense of humor?
Yeap. Haha I wouldn't mind, really.
6. How about piercings?
NO.
7. Accepts you for who you are?
DUH
8. Pink hair?
maybe? Nono, my mum will suicide.
9. Mushy or no?
DEPENDING ON CIRCUMSTANCES
10. Thin or fat?
Thin?
11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
we should not be racist.
12. Long hair or short hair?
depends on him.
13. Plastic or metal?
human meat?
14. Smells good?
Yeap!
15. Smoker?
NO. STAY AWAY FROM ME.
16. Drinker?
preferably not.
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
haha. that would be nice.
18. Muscular
YES. YESYESYES.
19. Plays piano?
HAHAHA YESSSSSSS.
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
don't mind.
21. Plays violin?
YESYESYESYESYESSSSS
22. Sings very good?
i don't know a SINGLE male soul who can sing well.
23. Vain?
not too OVER THE TOP.
24. With glasses?
don't mind.
25. With braces?
haha, that would be cute.
26. Shy type?
don't know. depends.
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
rebel? haha that would be fun.
28. Active or passive?
ACTIVE
29. Tight or bomb?
BOMB! (i don't understand this question but nvm)
30. Singer or dancer?
ITS HIS CHOICE LAH.
31. Stunner?
yeap!
32. Hiphop?
maybe.
33. Earrings?
NO.
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
haha preferably not?
35. Dimples?
YES! omg that would be so cute!
36. Bookworm?
at a moderate level.
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
YESYESYES!
38. Playful?
DEFINITELY
39. Flirt?
it depends on his infatuation with me.
40. Poem writer?
yeap?
41. Serious?
at the right times.
42. Campus crush?
probably
43. Painter?
uhhh... not my type?
44. Religious?
christian maybe?
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
for fun only.
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
neither.
47. Speaks 20 languages?
NO. omg i'd feel inferior!!
48. Loyal or faithful?
both. (:
49. Good kisser?
uhhh... yeah?
50. Loves children?
YESYES!! XDDD
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Monday, August 31, 2009 ( 5:51 AM )
YAY SCRABBLE! Muahaha it was so FUN. I laughed my way through the game with Bedok Green Sec and didn't stop until I realised I was playing PAP 3 next. Then I felt like crying. But it wasn't too bad, I bingoed and only lost to he-who-can't-count-beyond-ten by 32 points. (: Feeling pleased.
Why are boys so tall? o.O
{/ --
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 ( 5:34 AM )
Bio is driving me nuts. What Smooth endoplasmic reticulum and whatever. I had no idea my body was so complex. I mean, I'm just ME. And I refuse to believe I'm a bunch of unfeeling cells and nuclei. If I am then where do my emotions kick in?
Not to mention literature PT is getting on my nerves. My poem's really good and I like it cuz its so meaningful, but trust me, when you have to work on it for an hour straight, you'll begin to hate it and want to throttle the poet. But if I throttle Maya Angelou, I think Oprah Winfrey would hate me. Maybe I'll be sent to jail and trapped in a cell and spend my whole life reading Maya Angelou's poems. Sheeeesh.
Worse still, what if God punishes me?! Or what if I get blood on my pants?! [blood stains are hard to get rid off]
WHAT IF I GET HAUNTED BY GUILT FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE?!
Nono, killing is a bad idea. Its BAD to kill.
I'm planning to go veg. [even if it means I can't have macdonalds anymore.]
Gahhh I really have to get rid of my pessimism.
[even my parents have been complaining about it]
But, how? D:
*sulks off in a corner thinking how life sucks*
{/ --
Monday, August 24, 2009 ( 6:47 AM )
I don't think my blogger is working very well... And I"m getting fed up with it. NOW I CAN'T PLAY WITH COLOURS IN MY TEXTS ANYMORE.
Oh dear, I have to start setting goals for myself for the next terms upcoming SAs. 50%!! I absolute have to do well. Or I'll die of guilt.
Yay Ms Goh said my sightreading/handbelling skills have improved today! YAY. Finally, after toiling away trying to air practice my notes in the bathroom. While bathing. :D
People ask why my blogsposts are becoming emo-er and emo-er. I guess I'm at a stage where I'm trying to find a way to love this imperfect world. And to love parts of this imperfect me. Its not working very well, trying to like a part of you that you've been hating for practically your whole life, but I'm trying. Give me some credit.
Haha and seriously, who are YOU. [and you know who i'm referring to] WHO. I hate suspense. TELL.
{/ --
Thursday, August 20, 2009 ( 6:59 AM )
I am not being emo, Mr Deng.
I don't feel like speaking to anyone.
So leave me alone.
Now I just want to go to bed and if I'm lucky, not wake up again tomorrow.
I hate this world.
I hate myself.
{/ --
Monday, August 17, 2009 ( 4:59 PM )
Lalallaaaaa I don't get why Miao is so hyped up by Tegoshii... ((: [no offence meant here for her] But honestly, Massu is cuter okay. Jiro wang is the BEST. Muahahahaaa....
Sarah here doesn't agree... ((:HAHAHAHA but Jiro's still kawaii-er.
{/ --
Saturday, August 15, 2009 ( 7:33 AM )
I've always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd
Need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
All the things that I do
Remind me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on the floor
They smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you.
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I put my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you.
{/ --
Thursday, August 13, 2009 ( 7:28 AM )
I've been so busy lately! What with SAs and PTs and assessments and stuff all piling in on me. I can't breathe! At least the holidays are coming, my SAs end on next Thurs and my piano exam is 12 days away. I must clean up my pieces and brush up my scales!
Sometimes I wonder if I'm a bad person. I mean, I have flaws too you know. Like my impatience maybe, or my rashness, or my forgetfulness. It gets on my nerves rather often, I wonder if other people feel annoyed too. I think I've become more... Insecure?
A friend (name starting with B and its not Bridget) just told me to stop thinking about myself. But, I hardly do! Like, I always try to put others before me, I hope my friends see that. I really do. I find it kind of pointless if I try and no one sees it. Plus I'm really sorry to those whom I'm offended but sometimes I get rash and I offend you without knowing it. So if I ever do offend you, PLEASE TELL ME. Or I'll never know.
I promise to try to be a better person!
{/ --
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ( 6:14 AM )
Dearest Ling Wei, I have done the quiz and i hope you will not misuse the information. Thank you very much. Some questions were pretty DUH. XDD
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
Preferably :)
2. Smart?
Yeap
3. Preferred age?
Older than me. Definitely. At most 4 years older?
4. Preferred height?
MUST be taller than me.
5. How about sense of humor?
Yeap. Haha I wouldn't mind, really.
6. How about piercings?
NO.
7. Accepts you for who you are?
DUH
8. Pink hair?
maybe? Nono, my mum will suicide.
9. Mushy or no?
DEPENDING ON CIRCUMSTANCES
10. Thin or fat?
Thin?
11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
we should not be racist.
12. Long hair or short hair?
depends on him.
13. Plastic or metal?
human meat?
14. Smells good?
Yeap!
15. Smoker?
NO. STAY AWAY FROM ME.
16. Drinker?
preferably not.
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
haha. that would be nice.
18. Muscular
YES. YESYESYES.
19. Plays piano?
HAHAHA YESSSSSSS.
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
don't mind.
21. Plays violin?
YESYESYESYESYESSSSS
22. Sings very good?
i don't know a SINGLE male soul who can sing well.
23. Vain?
not too OVER THE TOP.
24. With glasses?
don't mind.
25. With braces?
haha, that would be cute.
26. Shy type?
don't know. depends.
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
rebel? haha that would be fun.
28. Active or passive?
ACTIVE
29. Tight or bomb?
BOMB! (i don't understand this question but nvm)
30. Singer or dancer?
ITS HIS CHOICE LAH.
31. Stunner?
yeap!
32. Hiphop?
maybe.
33. Earrings?
NO.
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
haha preferably not?
35. Dimples?
YES! omg that would be so cute!
36. Bookworm?
at a moderate level.
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
YESYESYES!
38. Playful?
DEFINITELY
39. Flirt?
it depends on his infatuation with me.
40. Poem writer?
yeap?
41. Serious?
at the right times.
42. Campus crush?
probably
43. Painter?
uhhh... not my type?
44. Religious?
christian maybe?
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
for fun only.
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
neither.
47. Speaks 20 languages?
NO. omg i'd feel inferior!!
48. Loyal or faithful?
both. (:
49. Good kisser?
uhhh... yeah?
50. Loves children?
YESYES!! XDDD
Just talk;
Don't make my Cbox empty too'
Don't make my Cbox empty too'
{/tagboard --
i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe I'm trying
Trying too hard; to fit in; to find you.
113 09'
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Raffles Ringers 09'
MELFZ
Miao Ling!
Annie!
Lea!
Li Nanshan!
Ling Wei!
Yenjean!
Ning Hui!
Mindy!
Lydia!
Yin Hang & Chels!
Gilian!
Joanne and Valerie!
Deng Fang Shuo
Kevan
Bradley
Kent
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June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
designer DancingSheep
Trying too hard; to fit in; to find you.
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113 09'
6A 08'
Raffles Ringers 09'
MELFZ
Miao Ling!
Annie!
Lea!
Li Nanshan!
Ling Wei!
Yenjean!
Ning Hui!
Mindy!
Lydia!
Yin Hang & Chels!
Gilian!
Joanne and Valerie!
Deng Fang Shuo
Kevan
Bradley
Kent
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September 2009
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designer DancingSheep
No--I can't be bothered;
Even though I know it still hurts; Of emptiness'
now playing
empty, click five
Even though I know it still hurts; Of emptiness'
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empty, click five