simplicity

2009-11-16T04:25:00.000-08:00

Omg, I thought facebook died on me, but it didn't in the end, so I'm happy.

I am also very lazy to blog. Hence the very sparse and tiny posts.

:D

Random-ness?

2009-10-20T22:13:00.000-07:00

Sl meeting later, I'm not sure what to expect... Even the title of the activity gives me contradictory emotions. "Student Leader Camp" The first 2 words are scary, but the last word sounds pretty fun. I hope I get in. Gen doesn't want to [she didn't even submit the consent form] because she claims that she doesn't want a leadership role.

AHAHAHAH christmas is coming in a month plus. YAY! Christmas rocks, its my FAVOURITE festival. Chinese New yearisn't too bad either, but it gives me the dreaded feeling that school term is about to start soon. AND I get presents during christmas, which is COOL. :D

I hope I get a guitar for christmas... SANTA I WANT A GUITAR. Oh maybe a piano pop songs score book would be nice too. :D

HAHAHAHA EYAs are officially over. Like, I got all my papers back and okay, I did fine, I guess. Not too bad but not FANTASTIC either. Quite a few 4.0s, two 3.2s and another two 3.6s I think. OMG I've come to the conclusion that my classmates are all GENIUSES. Every single one. *demoralised* Hahahahaha I can't feel sad now!! I want to go to fb and I still have a whole life in front of me! :)

Hahahahahahahahaha FROSTY THE SNOWMAN.

Oh no, I just remembered. I have to get Sarah a BIGBIGBIG&FANTABULOUS gift. She wants an Eeyore pencil case, MiniToons should have. :D Ohhhhh Sarah and Annie remind me of cupcakes. (and our failure in making icing!) :D

My pledge to Jean and Gen:
Jean and Gen are my best friends forever!
I pledge to respect their pets on Pet Society always. [Ruffles and Bubbles]
And I will also love their pets just as I love mine. :D

2009-10-18T00:58:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA I'm feeling bored... I want to go out to play Basketball, but I CAN'T! D: Okay, its the end of the year, and its time for the End Of Year Report!

Lets go by alphabetical order. Teachers must be orderly!! Wahahahaha.

Reg no. 1: Annie Zhang Si Yun-

A bubbly yet 'complicated' girl, if you get what I mean. Her name reminds me of Anna, though I know she is the total opposite of Anna (because Anna is SUPER irritating). She holds GREAT potential in the world of insanity and I believe that together with ME and my awesomeawesome 113ers, we can make the world go round with our madness.

Greatest traits: fantab to talk to, always there when you need her, 24/7 online (my perception)

Grades: A with a thousand stars!

LOLLLL shall I do more end of year reports? XD

truthful cupcakes with a pinch of fun. XD

2009-10-17T07:09:00.000-07:00

Went over to Sarah's place today and I'm positive she's one of the nicest people EVER. We baked really awesome cupcakes (though some were out of shape and the icing was slightly screwed) but it was nevertheless, DELICIOUS. Be envious! Oh goodness, we made a humongous mess out of the place (really really sorry Sarah!) and then we prank called a few unlucky souls while waiting for lunch. (oooops) Yeah, then there was truth or dare, which was soooo amusing! Like, I found out TONS about Ling Wei and Sarah (Annie, not really, I know quite abit about herr :X) and I'm not going to spill everything out now. It was just plain hilarious I tell you.

D: Miao Ling went off to her grandma's place so now I've got noone to rant to online. How could you leave me so heartlessly, ONG MIAO LING?! Teeheee I'm hyper and overeacting again. WOOPS. XD

2009-10-14T05:33:00.000-07:00

Okay, as I told dear Ling Wei, I'm going to dedicate this entire post to her and also sports finals which were today. (:

Omg you should have seen Louise run. Something like "off in the speed of light" would be nice here. (: She came in second but Liza fell down (another bucklean) and scraped herself on her knees and a side of her face. It was really really scary. So that meant either me or Ling Wei would have to take her position in 4x100m later on. Eventually I did, and my team did pretty well. (:

Yeah, and JEAN! She had that serious look of determination on her face throughout her 3km run. SO COOL. She was running against really pro seniors cuz it was the open category and I was screaming for her. (we all were) Haha Rachel (our captain) actually said Jean looked CUTE when she was sweating. Haha I thought so too. (:

As for 400m, I didn't do very well, (but I'm still contented) my dad claimed I looked half dead when I was halfway through it. D: Haha Ling Wei and I were freaking out because the track looked SO HUGE. I can't believe RGS's one is a good 20m longer. D: Heeeeeh, I was yelling for Ling Wei, though I wasn't sure if she heard it. (: She was the last competitor I knew and I gave everything into that scream. Owch. (: She did rather well, but the pple in her team were really really fast. She lagged behind at first but dashed in the end. OMG SHE NEARLY CAUGHT UP! So close. :D But she got 4th so thats a reason to celebrate. (:

*Ling Wei just called!!*

I left my waterbottle at the stadium and she picked it up. I'm such a blur head. D: MY HERO IS LING WEI. (: Oh I have a photo, but crap, I can't find my card reader. D:

Don't worry, its going into my scrapbook for the year! :D

Pain. My best friend.

2009-10-12T05:28:00.000-07:00

Yeap, muscle cramps, my friend whom I've not seen in a while now, (a year, to be exact) is back. Okay, and I welcome it, its a long time since I've had such bad cramps and this just shows that I actually DID do some excercise today. And this is such a satisfying piece of info. My mom's been claiming I've gotten fat. Okay, after my EYAs, I suspect I've lost a kilogram. So there. I'm happy. :D And this is all thanks to Netball Carn and my fabulous coach Louise, and also to Ling Wei, who was 'cheering' me on. Rightttt Ling Wei? :D

Hoho, my PE shirt was like someone dyed it flowery brown. EW. Gross okay. Thanks to the mucky ball and my using it to wipe of dirt from my hands. THANK GOODNESS I SHOWERED. Had that URGE to scrub off everything. Spent 15 minutes just shampooing. The dirt was driving me nuts. Seriously.

I think I'm mad. Maybe its cuz EYAs are over. (: So long exams!! Don't bother coming back, though I know you will. Someday. (:

2009-10-11T06:07:00.000-07:00

ONLY MATH PAPER LEFT.

Emily is really happy. :) I finally see the end of EYAs, this is fantastic. HOHO and to all those who haven't seen the end of their final papers yet, ALL THE BEST!

bloodsuckers and mini vampires

2009-10-09T08:04:00.000-07:00

Yes, I'm nuts. I think I've got dungue or malaria or something along that line. Judging by the number of red blotches on my poor legs. Goodness, one day, the mosquitoes in RGS are going to drive my SO INSANE that I'll bring mopiko plus bygone to kill all of them. Seriously. Especially those at the bus stop who are so sly, they sneak up on you and grab a bite without you even noticing. Seriously, HOW SLY CAN MOSQUITOES GET?!

Sorry, I think I just spent a blog post solely on mostquitoes. They're part of my life now. The fun sized edward cullens and bella swans. DX

*owch and the bites are so ITCHY and RED*

2009-10-02T08:41:00.000-07:00

I'M IN THE MIDST OF EYAS! I think I'm going partially insane at the thought of Intestinal Juice and weird stuff like hemoglobin. (:

Lots of stuff have been going on and I'm feeling kind of messed up, PLUS I suspect I am suffering from severe bipolar disorder. Seriously. I can be very very HYPER and then EMO really really bad. Oh no.

Like, after EYAs, I'm so going to do some major renovations on my blog. Which includes changing my relatively lame URL. (: Something like : ithinkivemisplacedmyprince.bs.com sounds nice to me. SO ELLA ENCHANTED-Y.

Ahahahaaaa Emily loves her new grey/bluish ZIG! And Emily's in the mood for one of Annie's stories now... Some of the fifee club's helganess would be nice here too... D:

bored.

2009-09-21T16:49:00.000-07:00

Miao Ling seek sjoy in calling me stupid. I seek joy in saying she's retarded.

--Miao Ling would like to suan Emily since she types so slowly :D--

ADAM LAMBERT IS TH LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! November 24th omgg, counting down le :) Adam is the loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

--em: ADAM AGAIN. *bang bang bang! shoots adam lambert.*

HAHAHAHAHA JiRO WANG!

omg gay shit :D I LOVE ADAM LAMBERT! Glambert fans totally have taste, they can tell his amazing vocal capabilities, unlike Taylor Swift. Sorry "TAYTAY :D" fans :) omg i hate htmls. ICT FLASH SUCKS. now emily is going gaga (!) over club penguin. wth .__. LoveGame ftw!

My friend speaks the weirdest stuff. UNLIKE ME. I totally speak sense. :D

Which is why JIRO WANG owns the world and totally owns adam lambert tooooooooooo.... :D

Muahaha I have the last WORD.

I'm publishing. :)

2009-09-21T05:58:00.000-07:00

Haha okayy, I really have to start updating. Hmmm... recent happenings?

So the EYAs are coming up in 2 weeks. Goodness, I'm just glad they're going to be over soon and I get to go home early on EYA days. Which means SLEEEP. (: I think I'm addicted to sleeping. It makes me feel like I'm away from everything, detached from life. Which is GOOD. Since life can get pretty messed up. And even after you grab a vacuum and suck everything away, it always manages to get messy again. ARGH.

Gosh, I'm like, living in my own world. I've managed to sort of figure my way through my scores, one given by Miao Ling, and the other is my Chopin. (pronounced as SHOPAAN.) Feeling pleased. :D

How I wish the piano seat and the piano itself can FLY.

2009-08-31T05:51:00.000-07:00

YAY SCRABBLE! Muahaha it was so FUN. I laughed my way through the game with Bedok Green Sec and didn't stop until I realised I was playing PAP 3 next. Then I felt like crying. But it wasn't too bad, I bingoed and only lost to he-who-can't-count-beyond-ten by 32 points. (: Feeling pleased.

Why are boys so tall? o.O

2009-08-25T05:34:00.000-07:00

Bio is driving me nuts. What Smooth endoplasmic reticulum and whatever. I had no idea my body was so complex. I mean, I'm just ME. And I refuse to believe I'm a bunch of unfeeling cells and nuclei. If I am then where do my emotions kick in?

Not to mention literature PT is getting on my nerves. My poem's really good and I like it cuz its so meaningful, but trust me, when you have to work on it for an hour straight, you'll begin to hate it and want to throttle the poet. But if I throttle Maya Angelou, I think Oprah Winfrey would hate me. Maybe I'll be sent to jail and trapped in a cell and spend my whole life reading Maya Angelou's poems. Sheeeesh.

Worse still, what if God punishes me?! Or what if I get blood on my pants?! [blood stains are hard to get rid off]

WHAT IF I GET HAUNTED BY GUILT FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE?!

Nono, killing is a bad idea. Its BAD to kill.

I'm planning to go veg. [even if it means I can't have macdonalds anymore.]

Gahhh I really have to get rid of my pessimism.
[even my parents have been complaining about it]

But, how? D:

*sulks off in a corner thinking how life sucks*

2009-08-24T06:47:00.000-07:00

I don't think my blogger is working very well... And I"m getting fed up with it. NOW I CAN'T PLAY WITH COLOURS IN MY TEXTS ANYMORE.

Oh dear, I have to start setting goals for myself for the next terms upcoming SAs. 50%!! I absolute have to do well. Or I'll die of guilt.

Yay Ms Goh said my sightreading/handbelling skills have improved today! YAY. Finally, after toiling away trying to air practice my notes in the bathroom. While bathing. :D

People ask why my blogsposts are becoming emo-er and emo-er. I guess I'm at a stage where I'm trying to find a way to love this imperfect world. And to love parts of this imperfect me. Its not working very well, trying to like a part of you that you've been hating for practically your whole life, but I'm trying. Give me some credit.

Haha and seriously, who are YOU. [and you know who i'm referring to] WHO. I hate suspense. TELL.

2009-08-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

I am not being emo, Mr Deng.

I don't feel like speaking to anyone.

So leave me alone.

Now I just want to go to bed and if I'm lucky, not wake up again tomorrow.

I hate this world.

I hate myself.

2009-08-17T16:59:00.000-07:00

Lalallaaaaa I don't get why Miao is so hyped up by Tegoshii... ((: [no offence meant here for her] But honestly, Massu is cuter okay. Jiro wang is the BEST. Muahahahaaa....

Sarah here doesn't agree... ((:HAHAHAHA but Jiro's still kawaii-er.

2009-08-15T07:33:00.000-07:00

I've always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd
Need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay

I miss you

I've never felt this way before
All the things that I do
Remind me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on the floor
They smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay

I miss you.

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I put my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay

I miss you.

2009-08-13T07:28:00.000-07:00

I've been so busy lately! What with SAs and PTs and assessments and stuff all piling in on me. I can't breathe! At least the holidays are coming, my SAs end on next Thurs and my piano exam is 12 days away. I must clean up my pieces and brush up my scales!

Sometimes I wonder if I'm a bad person. I mean, I have flaws too you know. Like my impatience maybe, or my rashness, or my forgetfulness. It gets on my nerves rather often, I wonder if other people feel annoyed too. I think I've become more... Insecure?

A friend (name starting with B and its not Bridget) just told me to stop thinking about myself. But, I hardly do! Like, I always try to put others before me, I hope my friends see that. I really do. I find it kind of pointless if I try and no one sees it. Plus I'm really sorry to those whom I'm offended but sometimes I get rash and I offend you without knowing it. So if I ever do offend you, PLEASE TELL ME. Or I'll never know.

I promise to try to be a better person!

2009-08-11T06:14:00.000-07:00

Dearest Ling Wei, I have done the quiz and i hope you will not misuse the information. Thank you very much. Some questions were pretty DUH. XDD

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
Preferably :)

2. Smart?
Yeap

3. Preferred age?
Older than me. Definitely. At most 4 years older?

4. Preferred height?
MUST be taller than me.

5. How about sense of humor?
Yeap. Haha I wouldn't mind, really.

6. How about piercings?
NO.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
DUH

8. Pink hair?
maybe? Nono, my mum will suicide.

9. Mushy or no?
DEPENDING ON CIRCUMSTANCES

10. Thin or fat?
Thin?

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
we should not be racist.

12. Long hair or short hair?
depends on him.

13. Plastic or metal?
human meat?

14. Smells good?
Yeap!

15. Smoker?
NO. STAY AWAY FROM ME.

16. Drinker?
preferably not.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
haha. that would be nice.

18. Muscular
YES. YESYESYES.

19. Plays piano?
HAHAHA YESSSSSSS.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
don't mind.

21. Plays violin?
YESYESYESYESYESSSSS

22. Sings very good?
i don't know a SINGLE male soul who can sing well.

23. Vain?
not too OVER THE TOP.

24. With glasses?
don't mind.

25. With braces?
haha, that would be cute.

26. Shy type?
don't know. depends.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
rebel? haha that would be fun.

28. Active or passive?
ACTIVE

29. Tight or bomb?
BOMB! (i don't understand this question but nvm)

30. Singer or dancer?
ITS HIS CHOICE LAH.

31. Stunner?
yeap!

32. Hiphop?
maybe.

33. Earrings?
NO.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
haha preferably not?

35. Dimples?
YES! omg that would be so cute!

36. Bookworm?
at a moderate level.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
YESYESYES!

38. Playful?
DEFINITELY

39. Flirt?
it depends on his infatuation with me.

40. Poem writer?
yeap?

41. Serious?
at the right times.

42. Campus crush?
probably

43. Painter?
uhhh... not my type?

44. Religious?
christian maybe?

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
for fun only.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
neither.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
NO. omg i'd feel inferior!!

48. Loyal or faithful?
both. (:

49. Good kisser?
uhhh... yeah?

50. Loves children?
YESYES!! XDDD

2009-07-25T05:50:00.000-07:00

Oh dear, oh dearie dearie me.

I've been feeling so emo and depressed and confused and messed up.

BUT I CAN'T PLACE A FINGER ON WHAT IS GOING WRONG.

oh dear.

Top 5 possible reasons:

I haven't been going to school lately (I'm down with flu) and I totally miss going mad with Miao Ling and Lea and Gen Kong and Jean and Woon.

Homework overload! And oh dear I'm at loss for Math Assignment 3.

Scrabble's cancelled and so is my Harry Potter movie. [I want to watch it SO BAD!]

Lonely at home.

Just bothered by something.

Note to Lea: Haha I've finally tagged youuu... Been so darn lazy these days. :D Hope Joe is doing well. Is he getting any fatter?

YOUR stinky feet.

2009-07-20T17:15:00.001-07:00

Promises:

Promises
Are just empty words
Bound together
In a string
used to convince
and then
Forgotten

miao Ling's Poem: (edited by me)

Stinky feet:

Maybe if you came back,
Come find me on that deck.
That place we planned to meet,
And I massaged your stinky feet.

I'll be waiting for you,
No matter what dirty stuff your feet could do.
Come back safely,
And I know your stinky feet will be waiting for me.

I spent many nigths thinking of you,
You have absolutely no clue..
What perfume I've bought for your feet,
Yours is the stinkiest,
None other can beat.

Remembered the time you deceived me,
Saying your feet was the cleanest it could be.]
Do you know what a shock I got?
It's that stench I never forgot.

Now I really pity your shoes,
How much it stinks,
No one else knows. (Except me, of course!)
Go soak your feet with soap,
If not I'll never elope.

Your stinky feet,
I survived a year with you,
What a feat.

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I AM PRO :DD Hahah emily is emo-ing ;D In her Korean hanbok

I'm not emo DXXX

See you call this not emo? Bull ;DD

ADAM RULESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :DDDDDDDDDDDD so does Chelsea and everyone I like ;D Note: everything Em likes suck. (not including her crushes, of course haha)

i'm sorry but i like heal the world by mj

heal the worrrrrrlld
make it a better placeeee
for you and for me
and the entire human race
there are pple dying
and if you care enough for the living
MAKE A BETTER PLACE FOR YOU AND FOR MEEEEEE.

I DONT LIKE THAT SONG! We are the world by MJ! rules the world. It totally pwns ;DD

We are the world,
we are the children,
we are the ones who make a better place,
so let's start living.
There's a choice we're making,
We're saving our own lives,
It's true,
We make a better place,
for you and me ;D

MJ RULESS ;DDD He and elvis and Adam Lambert. Total Rock Gods.

2009-07-19T01:40:00.000-07:00

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

2009-07-14T08:17:00.000-07:00

This world is based on greed.

It isn't possible for someone NOT to be greedy.

Scenario 1: "Oh there's only one cake left!" *snatch*
[perfect and everyday scenario of greed]

You say people can be contented? Not possible. If I were to give you a piece of bread and dump you in the slums of India, how long would you be able to convince yourself that you are contented? I'd say, 5 seconds? You'd probably be wondering why you're doing in the middle of India eating plain bread while others can feast on an 8-course meal.

How about an average teen? You'd say you're brand/model of handphone is good enough, but if you had the chance, would you be able to resist the temptation of buying the new and trendy one your deskmate has?

Very unfortunately, some people so plagued with greed that they take unscrupulous measures to make sure that they have the best. For them and ONLY them. Pitiful, huh? There they are wondering why they aren't having bird's nest for dinner everyday while people are out there in the slums of India eating mouldy bread, wondering why they can't have a proper meal.

I guess its okay to be a little greedy once in a while, but doing it all the time is seriously UNHEALTHY.

2009-07-13T07:13:00.001-07:00

I have finished my history PT and the satisfaction derived from it is truly inexplicable.

I am very happy today.

2009-07-08T06:02:00.001-07:00

Today's been like, so busy. And I suspect I got booked again for not signing up for the mother tongue week. LIKE ITS ENTIRELY MY FAULT. Its not my problem that I got home at 7 that day due to the auditions for Arts Fest. DX

Third lang tomorrow. I just completed my homework and my math and let assignments. I don't know what I'm going to do for History PT.

RGS life is officially driving me up the wall....

I hate rules. I hate restrictions. And I'm hungry. DX

I need to go to bed now. *yawn*

2009-07-06T05:22:00.000-07:00

Haha I'm playing scrabble with my sis now.

Tam: 24
Me: 18
Tam: 10
Me: 19
Tam: 11
Me: 30
Tam: 7
Me: 22
Tam: 8
Me: 36
Tam: 12
Me: 24
Tam: 19
Me: 17
Tam: 5

* I really don't think my sister can continue playing... Uhhhh... She's going a little mad... DD: *

* Now she's fussing over a stupid 'P'. *

* Her madness officially signifies the end of the game. She's mucking up the board.... x.x *

So I WIN! By don't know how many points. Go count yourself lah.

2009-07-05T21:29:00.000-07:00

Top 10 things I hate most:

10. Carrots
9. Smelly things [like durians]
8. Ugly uniforms
7. Bimbos
6. Power Rangers [the lame-ness is overwhelming]
5. The feeling of Guilt
4. Exams
3. Losing something precious
2. Drowning
1. Myself

2009-07-04T07:55:00.000-07:00

THE HEATS ARE OFFICIALLY POSTPONED!!! XD

And I'm really glad they are. Or else I'll be D-E-A-D.

Okayyy so I really have to get down to training since I've so fortunate as to have been given more time. :D

My mum's away these 2 days and my dad has been giving me really really limited comm time. My facebook is not loading and I'm feeling miserable cuz I have to go to bed by 11 tonight. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SLEEEP?!

Anyways I missed 'making gowns session' with my handbells mates because of my tuition. DARN it. So now I hve to make my way there on my own. stinks. Miao offered to take me there and she's my HERO! :]

Just done my history PT and it's only 20% done. Cullen helped me through it [esp finding the silly civilisaion info amongst all the wikipedia crap] and I think I'm currently stuck with finding the civilisation IN THE WORLD MAP. I can't locate it!! [despo] DX

Emily's wondering why wikipedia can't speak proper English.

Irritating.

Now I'm going to TRY to get to sleep. I'll probably daydream till 1 or 2 am today. XP

2009-07-01T07:31:00.000-07:00

Hello. Again. :D

Okay, so today and yesterday, I realised how sick Lea really is [despite her miniature size] and I also realised that Gen actually tried to cut her own firnge when she was young.

So Lea, me, Miao and Nanshan were talking during Chinese free period [oooh yeah] about what we were going to do during prom [which is still eons away D:] and we were talking about what we were going to wear and stuff. I know we're very boh liao... DX And I realised Lea was really really sick in the head, like NC 16 stuff. But I've seen worse, actually. [ahem... mostly boys] But I know its going to get worse cuz she's sitting next to me now... This is going to rub off on me, I'm sure.

Yeah and Gen [aka Helga] let me and Miao see this silly picture taken during P1 when she cut off a whole tuft of her fringe and made her look sort of... bald. I can practically imagine her mom screaming her head off and wondering what Gen did. So she had to stick to that awful hairstyle for a year. [I would recomend shaving her head cuz that would've been really coool but I think Gen's mother would've died of laughter so thats out of the question.]

And because of that stupid photo, I was giggling to myself throughout the whole 132 bus ride to far-east plaza and people were STARING at me and Miao Ling [who was embarrassed, i think. Can you be embarrassed and stifle laughter at the same time?] Not to mention, I was giggling to myself in the MRT too. And I got lost in the station at dhoby gaut although I've been there a million times before.

I'm a loser with a capital 'L'. [I forgot to bring my wallet when buying food today.] sheeesh. ><

2009-06-28T05:43:00.000-07:00

Hello.

EMILY JUST BAKED REALLY REALY NICE COOKIES!!! :]

Now I'm really full and feeling a little guilty cause' I haven't really trained for my 400m thats coming up. [oh dear, another reason why I'm as good as gone.] I'm tempted to pon it. ><

Not to mention Scrabble. [headache!] My ISC can't work and all. Death is imminent.

Tomorrow's the start of school and I'll have to wake up at like... 6.05 am? Goodness. Then another 1 hr of MRT and bus journey to school. [oh dear I really have to stop complaining.] I have to admit I do miss my friends [esp arguing with Miao Ling whether Wu Chun or Jiro is shuaier] but thinking of the homework thats coming up... This stinks. ><

Talked to a friend of mine recently who also happens to be from a girls' school and I realised that my life in a girls' school is going to spiral down sooner or later. She's a perfect example of 'boycrazy'. Gawsh. I wonder if I'll become like that someday. But right now, boys are still boys and I'm not really interested in them or what they do. :D

Btw RGS's senior prom is still under the 'girls only' rule. I don't think it'll be as fun as it will be with boys but whatever. Not as if I'll have anyone to go with anyway. I know too few members of the opposite gender. D: Hence, I don't think I'm looking forward to JC prom either. I'd rather go for a movie or something.

I mean, what's with Twilight and Edward Cullen and all? Nothing and noone in this world is so perfect and its really really difficult to get Edward's and Bella's 'forbidden love' situation anyway. Or a perfect fairytale either. Cinderella doesn't exist. Neither does her prince. Its a cruel world out there, isn't it? Very painful.... Trust me, I've seen it.

Am I being too emo?

I just hope I'm one of the lucky and blessed few who just meet the right guy. And if I really do fall, I hope I don't fall so bad... :D

Gtg now. Byes. :D Bless you all.

2009-06-27T07:33:00.000-07:00

Finally. The blogskin is up and I'm happy! [phew changing blogskins is so much work.] Just glad its done and over with.
My blog has been relatively DEAD since goodness knows when. Now all I have left is the music player. Which i really really like alot. XD

School's beginning soon. Thats so sad. Emily wants more HOLIDAYS. I don't want to go back and face more SAs and dragging myself out of bed first thing in the morning.
Great. This is just GREAT.

Oh well. Better enjoy the last 1 and a 1/2 days left of my precious hols. And scrabble comp is next week so I'm as good as gone. I'M GOING TO DIE SO BAD. SOOO BAD. [spare me!]

><>

WHEEEEEEE!

2009-04-26T04:41:00.000-07:00

Haixxx,
I'm so sick today.
Sick of compos.
Sick of exams.
Sick of food.
Sick of school.
Sick of... I don't know...
Everything?

Ooooh. Everything except chocolate and scrabble and Track and HANDBELLS :DD

I'm watching star awards now. And blogging, although I'm actually supposed to do my jap hw. BUT I DON'T WANT TO DO IT. Sigh. I have to hand it in the day after tomorrow.

OH NO. I have to practice scrabble. Dfs said I will lose to RI. So now I am demoralised. -.-
Thanks alot dfs. THAT was encouraging. ><

2009-04-22T08:08:00.000-07:00

I'm pissed today.
You want to know why?
Cause' I hate pple taking my stuff without permission.
And you know who took my stuff? (this stuff is plural)
Make a guess.

I mean, I hate it when I am in the middle of my math sum then I realise my calculator is missing. And I look all over only to find that someone else has taken it without me knowing. I just can't stand it.

Moral: Nvr take my stuff without permission.

2009-04-19T05:35:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wondered what happens after death?
I've asked a few of my friends and here's their version of LIFE AFTER DEATH:
1. We will go to hell then reincarnate.
2. We will go to heaven and live with God. (my sis)
3. Nothing happens. (my mum said this) o.0

I think, we will grow wings and fly to heaven, then God will cleanse our sins before he deems if we are to stay in heaven or go back to earth.

My mum says: even after one dies, he/she will come back to look for their loved ones.
so sad right?

2009-04-12T06:21:00.000-07:00

Now, I shall use the last 5 mins of my computer time to update my dead bloq. Okae. updated.
Nahhhhh... just so long as the tagboard is alive, i'm fine.

2009-03-19T02:35:00.000-07:00

I have officially completed my HOMEWORK!!! Yeah! And for our upcoming handbells assingnment, I got A4, which is a very small bell!!!! I'm sooooo happy!! (muahahaha miaoling got a really HUGE bell....)

2009-03-15T08:13:00.000-07:00

This pic is nice too!! Y'know who looks best? ME!!! haha, no. Peishan looks best. Alicia is giving us the 'why-are-we-doing-this-again?' look. 0h well, she still looks great anyway. tsktsk. Poor nanshan is forced to kneel in order to get into the pic.

Haha. My fav pic. As you can tell, it has gone through my editing, but I was NICE when i EDITED it. I added mutated butterflies that are way too big. But nvm, I like butterflies.

This is a pic taken a Marina barrage BEFORE we got ourselves wet. (refer to nanshan's dry hair) And Nicsy isn't looking into the cam. I call this photo the 四大美女。teeheee.

Say hi to Zhixin. Nanshan so 'extra' stick her head at the side and spoil the photo. I had meant for Zhixin to be a victim of my editing but I haven't gotten to her yet. So count yourself lucky, zhixin!!! (ooooh, and i like your specs. looks like ribena icecream.) random. o.0

And THIS is Ah-south. I destroyed the pic by editing it (see giant ants at the side?) and it was shaky on the bus when i took it so its blurry. Nannie has a medal and a weirdo hat cuz i felt like giving her those stuff. (random) I should have given her ant spray too.

This is me and Her Royal Hippopotamus on the bus. I kinda look weird with the sun shining on me, but that aside, its okay i guess...

This one here is none other than Bwagah. She is giving us this cheesy smile and she took this pic while playing with my phone on the bus. Yes, and the half-a-face staring at bwagah on the left side is Lea, who was laughing like crazy on the bus with bwagah.

2009-03-09T02:30:00.000-07:00

I'm at the chalet right now!!!! Woooohooooo.. And now I shall rant. Abt things that I hate. Hmmmm....
Things I hate:
1. Darkness ( i sleep with nightlights btw )
2. Things with more than 4 legs ( or no legs at all )
3. Nosy pple ( crazy poke-your-nose-into-other-pple's business bo-dohs )
4. Naggy pple ( talk talk talk talk..... never stop )
5. Exams. ( who doesn't hate exams? )
6. Laggy coms!!!!!! ( ahhhhh )
7. Restrictions ( cannot do this.. cannot do that... )
8. Too sweet stuff.
9. Those syrup-y medicines doctors give you. ( Bleah )
10. Videos of pple drowning. ( I had this drowno-phobia ever since i watched TITANIC )

GTG and eat alrdy. Very hungry. じあ，じぇんえ。
えみり。
I love JAP!!!! <333

2009-03-02T05:19:00.000-08:00

SAs are finally over!!! YAY!! But I still don't have and adequate amount of time with my baobei (the comm, sick pple do not think wrong.) Anyways, I suspect I failed miserably for maths. AHHHHH!!! I've been moaning all day. Miao Ling kinda got fed-up and told me to shut-up. >< (I HATE YOU MIAO LING) jkjk.
So sad. Feeling so LOW. I've hit rock bottom.
I GOTTA STOP BEING SO PESSIMISTIC!!!!
I will take this as a wake-up call. JIAYOU!!! I must JIAYOU!!! Gambatte. Did I mention I'm stopping Jap?? Yea, such a pity, I know. But no choice, too busy with my other academic stuff. Sad.
As you guys probably know, I'm in sprints, 4x100m. YAY!! I LOVE RELAY!!! (at least that was what Louise said...) And I'm not so sure of the rest of the events.
Well, gotta go. My mum is screaming for me to watch the news. (oh no!)
goodnite! (that sounds so cliche) o.O
>__<

2009-02-28T06:32:00.000-08:00

Talking to Yin Hang online... Currently missing 6A and all its fun. Awwwww... sobsob... I wish we could move back in time...

My SA1 is on Monday!!!! Oh noooo.... I hope I live through Monday, cuz I really wanna go for swimming on Saturday with everyone. Stressss!!! I'm so sad. Finally get to use the comm. I'm so pathetic. Very hard to cope with the subjects being taught in sec 1. But I'm trying my best.

I missed hse prac today. I hope they don't put me in reserve list for sports fest. I wanna compete so bad. Sprints!!! I love sprints!!!

My ebuddy is jamming. Sigh....

2009-02-23T17:25:00.000-08:00

I'm so happy today. HAPPY. HAPPY ME. I had misplaced my handbells form and now I got a new one from the teacher, without getting a scolding!!! My teacher is so nice!! She's so NICE!! I love RGS so much!!!

I have offlicially changed my japanese lesson to thursday, same day as Charmaine and Mindy. (and Zhi Xin too?) YAY!!! poor Nanshan still stuck on Wednesday's class. ALONE. Muahahahaa. I'm so evil. Muahehaw.

In ICT lesson now. I love ICT lesson. Can bloq. We're still doing podcast and poster for our podcast, which is relatively lame.

reminder from naniie: We stil haven't done the poster yet.
emiie: I noe. How?!
nanshan: STOP BLOGGING, START WORKING!.

working now.
byebye.

2009-02-22T06:38:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG tomorrow's my maths test!! (even though its only 10 mins) I'm gonna DIE. Personally, I like maths. But it isn't one of my best subjects you know... They're gonna test us on Real No.s systems & mathematicians like Euclid and Euler and Erasthothenes. (did I spell it correctly?!) >__<>T__T

Then thats not all. I have English SA and Chinese SA this week. There's no compo involved (phew) but still, I hate exams or tests or SAs or wadever you call them. I'm so depressed. Oh yeah. Katakana test this week. AHHHHH!!!! sobsob.

Plus, I may not be able to go for hse prac this week cuz I have tuition... I love hse prac... And I'm selected for sports fest yet I cannot practise with the Bucklean team... How?!

I MUST BE MORE POSITIVE. I CANNOT KEEP SAYING THAT I'M GONNA DIE>>> I WILL DO WELL FOR MY MATHS TEST TOMORROW. I WILL.
( I hope ) ><

Good news.. I finished my chemistry PT. Officially. YAY! But I'll still have to memorise my katakana and my 2-letter words for scrabble since I'll be going for selection trial this wednesday. I can't believe the weekends flew by so quickly. No time for me too fully taste the sweetness of it. >< Well, this IS secondary school. In RGS. I'm not supposed to expect a relaxed form of education. Must WORKWORKWORK.

Handbells tomorrow. I've got the heaviest bells in my troupe (is it called a troupe?) and I have blisters in between my thumb and second finger. Oh well, at least Hello Kitty will be with me throughout the blistering session. It won't be so boring if we have a retard in our troupe. (plus me = two retards)

I'm gonna get scolded during aesthetics tomorrow. I forgotten to hand in my worksheet. ><

Going to to sleep now. goodnite. zzzZZZ

2009-02-21T06:57:00.000-08:00

Today was SUPER exhausting. Went for track trials today. Successfully got into Long-distance and sprints. ** LOVE SPRINTS** hahaas. Woke up soooo early and was sleeping on the MRT home. >__< But I'm not complaining... Track trials really were FUN. Our hse captains were so enthu about everything. LOL?!

I've decided I wanna be a house captain next time. I don't know if I'll get selected but it won't kill to hope, will it? GOOOOOOO BUCKLE!!!!

Lemme tell you that buckle is like the BEST of the BEST. I may be a little biased but it is a fact. I heard that Buckley in RJC ( which I will be going to nxt time ) is really bad, but I don't mind...

Now my sis keeps coming to me with that radio of hers which is buzzing really loudly and is really annoying. She's trying to show me 'Bleeding Love' by Leona Lewis (one of my all-time favourite songs) but all I hear is bees buzzing hysterically around. I can hear 'Bleeding Love' on my blog's teddy bear whenever I want... >__<

I just finished my chemistry peformance task which is like, so TEDIOUS!!! I have to do the touch ups tomorrow... Its so sad... I'm bombarded with homework even on weekends. Hate homework so much.

My least favourite subjects? Geography. Chinese.
Maths is okay. Not too bad.
I LOVE LITERATURE & HISTORY.

Sometimes I find myself going a bit crazy.

Tomorrow's Trini's bdae. Happy birthday to you my dear friend!!! (you turn 13 before I do, so unfair... jkjk)
don't worry, I didn't forget your birthday/// 22-02-1996

2009-02-16T20:48:00.000-08:00

In ICT now, teacher's teaching us how to do a poster for our podcast. WTH?! Lemme ask if Hello Kitty wants to hijack...

heee hello kitty here. yeah maybe i should not reveal my real name :D
heh it's like so damned boring now and the teach's droning on and on like who's listening. wth O: sheeeesh utter boredom. why would i care a damn about GIMP 2 or PODCAST posters? heck.
oh gosh yay! i type faster than emily :DDDDDDDDDDDD and ah nan :D

NANIEEE IS HERE! (: gosh noone from our group is listening ._. arghh heck care (:

lalalalalala it doesn really matter okays. now the point is im obsessed with handbells + buckle! yayity buckle house comm is so cool seh. handbells too! :) i know why emily hand pain.....she rang like the heaviest bell :D who ask she so big-sized? :D
( I'm NOT big-sized. hello kitty you fatter lor. Eat so many mars icecream.... >__< ) -- Emi
ROFL. big size :S don't agree with the handbells part :D CHOIR IS THE ONE! yay~ anw emily is daydreaming now (: abt who? :DDDDDD wahaahaha we know who! :D

hehe stoopid teacher lesson over le :DDDDDDD now gotta do poster but who cares. heck emu wants the com.

[end of hijack by : hello kitty and nanniee]
to emily: don't you dare remove it!@

2009-02-15T02:13:00.000-08:00

I have officially given up on posting pics. >__<
sigh...
Went for tuition today. Make-up lesson. They gave us a test. It was NOT TOO BAD. The tuition was supposed to be 2 hrs long but end up it was only 1 hr. ( No complaints ^^ ) And I gtg. Hapie Valentines day to all!!! ( OKAY ITS ONE DAY LATE BUT HU CARES?! ) ^^

2009-02-15T02:10:00.000-08:00

Wonder why the pic is so dark... Its supposed to be nice and bright!!!! sobsob. Lemme try again....

This one Bwagah ( a retarded fwen of mine ) should know. But its so small..... sad***

2009-02-15T02:02:00.001-08:00

OMG. I took like 2 whole days to complete my blog and i was wondering how people finish it in just 2 hrs?! phew. Finally I'm done. PHEW. I've decided that I will ensure this blog doesn't go dead. hehe....

The bear is so KAWAII right?? Awwwww.... My heart melts... I'm so lame sometimes. >__<>

2009-02-14T05:34:00.001-08:00

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